muhasabah diri....:)

Salam sejahtera sume.....mOge2 dlm keadaan sht wlafiat hendak nye...amin...:)

Skg ni ak still lg kt tmpt pktikal...dlm erti kata laen kt opis laa..hehehhe! (kne laa pasan sket..kang btnye x dpt kOje malu jek...huhuhu!..) arini cm bese r dpt kOje bru...tp x susah pOn..kne update & bt report tuk KKM..hohOhoho.. mls nk smbung g..ak bt kt umah ti laa....

Smlm da bad news tuk ak.....sob!..sOb!..nk cite pjg2 pon x gune dh...nasi dh jdk bubur..bubur bt mkn laa smpei kenyg!..huhuhu..b'balek pde bad news ak...sbnarnye b'kenaan idup & mati ak je spjg ak jdk student nih...(ak hrp kOrg phm je laa..)..demi Allah..ak rse cm give sgt2...kecik sgt2 dunia nih...klo ak nanges air mate drh skalipOn mmg x leh nk ubah pape dh...tp...ak lg kesian + sedih coz x dpt berikn yg t'baek tuk mak + abah ak & diri ak sndrik..........maaf mak.....maaf abah!
saat nk tulis lam blog ni pon ak still g rse sebak...x tau mne silap nye...klo ak nk slh kn org laen ak try tnye diri ak blek...btOii ke slame ni ape yg ak bt???....memadai kah??...tp jwpan nye ade kt ak sOrg...........sOb....sob...sob....again!

So far ak kne terus kn jurney tuk idup!..org ckp langit x slalunya indah...tu ak mmg kne beringat!..x smestinya kte slalu di atas...ade kala nya sekali rse dok bwh tau laa cne azab nye..huhuhu! tuk diri ak sndrik ak perlu terus kn memotivasi kn diri ak...then pndg dr sudut yg positif!...tuk sekalian terakhir nya...ak mmg nk sgt2 mrase nikmat konvo tuk kali k-2...but after diz bad news...im totally changed my mind...ak rse xmO attend konvo dh....nti la ak try ckp ngn mak + abah ak...wlwpOn pahit nk bgtO tp ak rse kesian...dOrg dtg tp tgk anak die...????...(phm2 laa sndirik......siOt...bgenang dh ak...huhuhuhu...)

tp 1 je yg ak nk bangkit kn lam hal nih...as long as we in da higher pOsition...plz...dOn't judge da people based on da appearance only (klo org tu cntek rzki ko laa..tp klo buruk cne??)...try to valuated them based on their performance...capability...nOt juz "kipas susah mati nye org".....insyallah...Allah Maha Mengetahui...ape je tindak tnduk yg kte lakukan Dia sentiasa pantau...no matter who we are??...where we cOme from??..& what we have dOne???....rmember dat!........

mungkin kah akan terjadi for my life??.....myb YES myb NOT...but still not my happy ending...huhuhu

Sblom t'lambat...i wish...for all my friends out there...ALL DA BEST on wat u have dOne...& CONGRATULATION for those who get flying colors in ur exam......im alwayz be proud of u guys!!...